Monday, 8 October 2012

Listen and Be Heard

Tara was walking through the dry track. Her mind was shooting different thoughts at her, she couldn't catch even a single one. A mundane routine she loathed. Autumn leaves came to rescue her after a long wait. Tara loved to crush leaves, it made her feel happy, a feeling rushed in her and ended in pleasure every time she saw them laying by the side, as if waiting only and only for her.

Life was not at all happening for Tara. The same question mark which troubles all working minds was knocking her crazy. All the ‘what’s and how’s’ were becoming unbearable for her. A thought to end life was always present in her mind like a geek student in a class. But the courage was missing. Tara hated herself and didn't know that she was secretly in love with whatever the way she was.

Tara was on her way home. She was tired, her bag was heavy. Tara sighed and among the jumbled thoughts came a glad one, at least no extra weight of the umbrella. That part of earth had said ta-ta to the rainy season and presently the autumn season was painting itself. The sun was playing hide and seek with the clouds. Tara saw the golden rays disappearing and she stopped. The wind whispered to her and she knew.

She stood there for five minutes or so. With a slight grin she focused her mind to target the almighty. Great going god, she thought. It was raining by then and Tara was getting wet but she continued walking. In her mind she started clapping, she was showering criticism on god. ‘Make it snow if you like, so I can regret my simple decision of abandoning my umbrella today’, said Tara. Sigh!

Tara was sure that god was playing games with her. It wasn't a new feeling. Another hopeless day was about to end for Tara, which hadn't brought any change in her life accept the point that she would return home completely wet. But suddenly she was hit by a realization and the sinking feeling sunk…a thought did the magic…a thought that told her that god just reacted to her. Tara couldn't understand the game but knew it then that God listens.

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